So where have I been you ask, well the answer is no where and everywhere. I don't have a good excuse for not blogging, well that was until I realized something.....when I blog it makes me accountable to someone other than myself. I suppose I just didn't want to feel accountable to anyone. Then I realized that maybe I needed to be. It makes me determined to do what's right and what God really wants me to do. I know that might sound scattered so stay with me a minute here....
#1. If I don't blog then I don't have to explain myself to anyone.
#2. If I don't explain myself I don't have to feel guilty about some of the things that I've done or not done that day/week.
#3. If I don't explain things I seem more "super" human or grand (which I'm not).
So you see where I'm going here. I recently had to pray for God to "re-program" my brain. I'd begun not feeling so good about myself and what I had been doing. I guess you could say that I was becoming complacent about my routine and not very motivated. Dont' freak out, God was definately looking out for me, he kept me going with my routine until I finally decided to ask for help. So I did. And what a relief. I'm slowly getting back to my old self and felling better about myself and why I started all of this in the first place. So my suggestion for today is stop and have a heart-to-heart with God, ask him to keep you on track and "in the zone".
Blessings & Realizations,
Magnolia
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